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Everyone I used to be close with, it’s not the same anymore. The people I used to talk to on a daily basis, are just like all my other friends, people I talk to every now and then. I don’t like thinking about it, but it’s true. All the people I once was close with, we’ve all kind of just went different ways. We’re still friends and everything, but I miss talking and hanging out with someone on a daily basis.
(Source: helloimandrew, via infinitrixia)
Oh my! I missed Tumblr! Wasn’t able to open my blog for so long. And now, i’m effin loving it again. Yey yey yey! :”>
Just a while ago, I was going through some old stuffs. I was looking for a book. But then I ended up seeing an orange envelope. I knew exactly what was in there. Still, i went through it. Saw all the things I’ve made. Pictures and everything. It made me reminisce my past.. How I once loved a person so much.
Seriously. It felt like I’m carrying a heavy luggage. In my heart. Seemed like any moment, my tears will start falling. But it shouldn’t be like that. Right? I mean, feelings weren’t supposed to be there. I know it’s all in the past. And I must keep moving forward.
I’m pretty sure I have moved on already. Yes. But I think, a small part of me can’t let it go. Or will never let it go..
Our relationship, though it didn’t end so well, taught me alot of things. It shaped me and made me realize my worth. That sometime in my life, I experienced both pain and love. Felt both happiness and sorrow. Shared laughters and tears.
I never regret what we had. I was thankful for it. That once in my life, someone came up to me and said “I Love You.” That with all the flaws I have, someone accepted me. That with all the greatness in me, someone had cherished me.
I guess I wasn’t good enough. But that doesn’t mean I wasn’t worth it.
I remember a quote from Papa Jack. ” Kapag may taong nawala sayo, may kapalit yan.. “
Because, someone has to fall in love with me eventually. Right?

I hate when you smile at me because you make me crazy about you.
I hate when you talk to me because you make me run out of words.
I hate you when I see you because you make me love you more.
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